b'There was no one else butand honestly, depression God. But this depression wasmeant I couldnt even try. different from the times I wasDuring this season, others emotionally well. My prayershad to speak Christ into my felt hollow. Scripture didntlife. God worked through speak to me like it used to.them to bring healing.The means of graceprayer,WhenIdidntbelievein fellowship, the WordwereGod, His response to me was hard to access. I couldnt pullsalvation. He regenerated myself up by the bootstraps,me, forgave me, and brought me into a church community. The way He brought me to Christ was so unmistakable that I couldnt deny it. His providence showed me that He saw me, knew me, and loved me.What comforted me most was that God loved me at my lowest. He accepted me as I wasbroken and depressed. I didnt have to pretend to be strong or happy. I just knew, even before I fully understood it, that He would always love me as His child. 13'